Meri pehli kavita

Emotions are on a roller coaster ride,

But none with even a tinge of pride.

Guilt, sorrow, happiness - all interspersed with hope,

All i know is - this is no joke.

Life's fair; only sometimes,

I console thyself, every morning, every night;

And who decides what's fair?

Atleast not the one in despair.

Deeper introspection makes me wonder,

What's the net loss of this blunder?

That's when the face hosts a smile,

Cause for my first blog - Whorthwhile!!!